Insomia

Weird night. The second week into the new semester and i'm haunted by the same shit that has been plaguing me the entire holidays. While people tuck away in their beds nicely with the air condition on, blankets up to their necks, mosquitoes sucking their blood out of their faces, i'm stuck here with a problem that money cant solve.

Everyone should be thankful that they are able to sleep. It's something that money can never buy. Money can buy you the best beds, but it cannot buy you sleep. Money can buy you the tastiest foods, but it cannot buy you appetite. Money can buy you the best girls on the planet, but it cannot buy you love. The things that we take for granted....are always very much wanted by others who dont have it. Ironic isn't it?

Nya sing i think i know why i'm not able to sleep. My mind is always filled with unnecessary thoughts. Thoughts about the future, thoughts about my plans, thoughts about family, love, hate, revenge, betrayl and other kinds of bullshit. Guess i should stop thinking about these things. Haih about my ex mostly also. Mahai thinking about her always gets me pissed. There are just times i want to set her face on fire. Ungrateful, self centered bitch. Haih...but life goes on anyway.

Anyway it's getting late. Should be trying to sleep right now rather than typing this. I'll be posting about my trip to cambodia soon i guess. Just gotta find the time to do it. Chow......