Always Be My Baby

We were as one babe,
For a moment in time,
And it seemed everlasting that you'll always be mine,
But you want to be free,
So I let you fly,
Cause I know in my heart babe, that our love will never die no....

Those were the words that have been ringing in my head for the past two weeks. They ring non-stop; when I eat, when I'm awake, when I'm with friends and family. Even the mercy of sleep or death did not spare me from this torment; every night I would dream of it...dream of HER, and awake with a sudden jolt, cold sweat dripping from my body even with the air conditioner turn on. They say that the way to make a man suffer is never by physical means, but rather attack his heart and his emotions, and boy am I feeling the effects right now.

These past 2 weeks has been one of the saddest chapters of my life and I did not have any respite from the heartache after heartache that was thrown at me. Oh, where did it all go wrong? Where did it all start to unravel? How could this happen to me? It seems like gold for one second and the next, it was just an illusion. Gold turned to dust....blown away by a black wind so cold it froze the heart and severed the bond that once held us both so tightly.

I can remember it so clearly like it was yesterday...Christmas Eve...one week of absence and suddenly...this. It never showed nor gave any warnings, and although I read the signs clearly I never took any action for it, out of TRUST...out of LOVE...and it was both these two I upheld so tightly that I was betrayed. The pain a man felt when the person he loved most in his life betrayed him...he would have gladly chose death over the sufferings if he was that honorable. It did not help with the fact too that it happened during an eventful moment; the coming of a new year...the birth of new hopes and dreams...hopes and dreams I had wanted to share with her...and it was on the eve of the new year did she choose to break the news to me.

The withdrawal symptoms that followed from these events were overwhelming. For once, I felt an extremely vast void in my heart, an emptiness so deep that there was no bottom, a darkness so dark even the brightest of light could never pierce through. I felt like a thousand needles piercing my heart, and the Devil at the bottom of it licking through my wounds and laughing at my torment. The heartbreak that your girlfriend would leave you for another person...it's something too much to bear for some people if they had really loved her and cherished her in the past. And the heartbreak was devastating for me. Even now from the following weeks, after effort after effort and talk after talk to try and win her back, she was relentless and adamant in her decision. The fact that I cried buckets and buckets of tears for her forgiveness and that one chance to fix our relationship fell on deaf ears. And seeing the sight of her in another man's arms made me sick to the stomach and I bled even more. My darling, from the warmest angel in my life has turned into a cold-blooded reptile, only there to pour scorn on my feelings and make me feel worthless in spirit and heart.

But yet, from the back of my head, the songs still rings. Whether it rings of David Cook or Mariah Carey did not matter. The voice and song of hope and faith stays on. The faith that if you truly love somebody, she would return to you someday and even God did say that love is patient. Many has cautioned that it was foolish to wait on the gift of the immortals but it would be worth the wait. The promises that I made I intend to keep. Forever means forever...and I am a man of my word. So here I am, writing this for my darling with the song still playing in the background of my computer...

That you'll always be a part of me,
I'm part of you indefinitely,
Girl don't you know that you can't escape me,
Oh darling, cause you'll always be my baby,
And we'll linger on,
Time can't erase a feeling this strong,
No way you ever gonna shake me,
Oh darling cause you'll always be my baby.


Dedicated to my ex-girlfriend Eunice Khor. May you always have happiness in your life and I want you know that you'll always be my baby...and that I'll love you no matter what happens. Sorry too for the wrongs that I have done to you, and know that I've always forgave you for the wrongs you did to me. Your's truly...Bryan.

Forever.....

It's like I'm waiting my whole life, for this one night, it's gonna be me, you and the dance floor. Cause we only got one night, double your pleasure, double your fun and dance forever. The famous lyrics from the ever famous Christopher Maurice Brown. Initially written as a commercial jingle for Wrigley's Doublemint Gum, it has become one of his most recognizable and popular hits, receiving popular acclaim as a love song with a touch of dance and electricity. The single was also nominated for a Grammy and topped international charts all around the world.

2008 must have been a great year for Chris I suppose but 2008 has come and gone and here upon lies an entire new year to challenge and embrace. As for myself it would be said to be a memorable one too as the year was filled with ups and downs, and emotions thrown in ranging from happy to heartbroken. Life's never perfect for anyone, and it's up to each individual to either face those challenges like a man or run away from it, whichever one he chooses.

One of the happier times would definitely be getting to know one of the most beautiful girls I've come across, which later became my sweetheart and my other better half. If you would like to have a better picture of what I'm talking about please refer to my older blogs
Love Stonned before reading on. My sweetheart was someone of a simple girl; never demanding, never expecting anything from me except for my affections and time. She was stunningly beautiful, yet remained humble in the eyes of everyone. Her friendliness and happy go lucky attitude earned her many friends and admirers, and truthfully I've always felt a little uncomfortable while she was out with her guy friends, whether alone or in a group. However, in time I've learned to trust her in her actions for she was never one to deceit me nor do anything secretive behind my back.

But alas, good times never last forever and I always being the asshole had to falter along the way. She was always good to me, and yet I was never always there for her. She had always kept her promises, and yet I have never kept mine. She was always punctual, and yet I would be late for meetings. She was the early to bed and early to rise kind, yet I strain my eyes and mind on late night computer games with friends. Some might blame it on the distance that separates us apart but God and I know better for the reasons of my actions. It was the lack of effort and the sense of complacency that I have developed, leading to the hosts of problems and dissatisfaction from her towards my actions. I too, in my part might have been very judgemental on her and have accused her of doing things that she never did, and that mistrust could have strained the relationship even further. For that, even the most patient of prophets would find it hard to accept this, especially if it came from the ones that they love.

It was only much later that I've come to realise of my mistakes and my undoings. That to think my sweetheart would always be there to accept my actions and be patient with them was so wrong. Everything has it's limits and I guess they took their toll on her patience. Coupled with the effort some dick headed wolves eager to see me separate with her so that they may have their chance, her affections for her diminished greatly. It was then that I realised what a fool I was; to take her and what she did for granted and for not putting enough effort to keep the relationship alive. I made some mistakes I am seriously regretting, and I am paying for the consequences now.

But it's the new year now, and new resolutions have to be made. Like the new year, everything can be start afresh and anew, and old happenings can be put aside and forgotten. And like my sweetheart is ever so good to me, she was kind enough to give me another chance. I was on the verge of losing the one very thing that I cared for more than anything else in the world, and I am definitely not on her good books yet. And if she ever reads this (which she probably will, otherwise why would I spend 30 minutes writing private garbage that no one would be interested in), I would like her know that change is coming to her life. I made a grave mistake once, and I have to be a moron to do it again. All she has to do, like Chris Brown sang "all you got to do is watch me, look what I can do with my feet, baby, feel the beat inside. I'm driving you can take the front seat, all you gotta do is trust me girl"


Dedicated to my girlfriend Eunice Khor. May heaven smile upon you and you'll be happy always. Happy New Year and I love you =))

And Weeeee, Are the Champions, My Friends

Well the Olympics has come and gone and boy was it a blast. China really lived up to the expectations of the world and displayed a great performance in both the opening and closing ceremony of the games, while at the same time doing it's best to be a hospitable host. The Bird's Nest stadium was build in record time, and for that global fuel and steel prices soared through the roof due to the insaneous demand for raw materials. Volunteers and helpers were handpicked to the point even the medal presenting girls had to be of similar looks, size and shape. Guess that's what you get for having 1.3 billion people; manpower is never in question.

Right, so what's this post all about? We've seen the games, we've marveled at the athleticism of the participants and we cheered and cried over the performance of our own sportsmen and sportswomen. And it's always said the real winners are ourselves for if we put our mind to it, there is nothing that we cannot do blah blah blah....IMHO....bullshit. You can never expect a puny sized midget to run the 100 meter race, not when you have a 6ft 5in Jamaican runner that can mow down your ass in just 9.69 seconds. Look what you have in your hands, and play it to your strength. So in summary, here's what I see in the real winners...and of course, losers as well.

The winners are:

The Jamacian athletics team
Made famous for the rivalry with the United States in athletics, especially in sprints, the Jamacian team has really come up tops this time. With their large physic and muscular frame, the make the perfect runners for the human race. The fastest man on earth, Usain Bolt, could actually afford a mini celebration while in the midst of running to stick his tongue out and beat his chest while strolling towards the finishing line in style, and still managed to set a new world record and win the gold medal together. All this in just 9.69 seconds....God I'd love to think of the time he could achieve if he was on drugs.

US basketball team
Now note that in recent times, the United States have been somewhat lacking in the international scene when it comes to basketball. Considered one of their pride in their sport, the NBA is known to the world as the number one basketball league in the world. But the US national basketball team has come up short in recent times, finishing bronze in Athens 2004 and once again third in the World Championships in 2006. But not anymore. Comprised of a team of NBA superstars and celebrities, they set a new benchmark for basketball. The likes of Kobe Bryant, LeBron James and Carmelo Anthony stormed through each and every team en route to the final, before beating Spain for the second time to catch the gold medal. Watching them play was akin to watching a bendover assfuck by a dominator; every game was won with an average lead of approximately 24 points. And this could have been much more had the difference in score against Spain in the final been higher. A true champion.

The Chinese People and China
During the opening ceremony, watching the show and the fireworks, coupled together with the awe and celebration of the people there, really made me proud to be a Chinese. The architecture of the stadium built is deemed to be the most advanced and modern in our time and the show that the Chinese people put on really wowed the audience to no bounds. And taking into position that they accomplished all of this in such a short period of time really made it all sweeter for them. Both tourist and athletes praised the food and the hospitality of the people, and the facilities and infrastructure provided was ensured to be working in tip top condition. Yes, indeed the Chinese people and everyone that make up the country are truly winners in the eyes of the world.

And now, for the Losers:
The Sore Losers
A fine example would be Cuba's Taekwando participant Angel Valodia Matos. Enraged that he was disqualified for halting the game because he was injured, Matos kicked the referee in the face before he was restrained by officials. The spirit of such sore losers will not be tolerated and Matos has been banned from all tournaments for life. Good riddance to such people.

The Brazilian football team
5 World Cups in their belt and still not a single gold medal. Come on, are you for real?!?! From the land of samba football surely you can do better than that. No matter what the results are, there is no redemption from the loser category unless a gold medal has been won. After all, an Olympic gold medal in football is nothing compared to the World Cup. And having won the World Cup the most number of times, surely an Olympic gold medal is a walk in a park for the samba boys.

The Malaysian Sports Team
1 million dollars just for winning a gold medal? 300K for winning silver and 100K for bronze? DATUKSHIP JUST FOR COACHING? Go fuck yourself, nuff said. Malaysia is so fucked up and obsessed on winning a gold medal that it is willing to flush down valuable funds and give out dignitaries to unknowns just to win a shiny award. All this just to show that you "can"? Or just to show off to your ASEAN neighbours that you are better than them? Could you imagine if the United States of even China did the same as what we are doing to our athletes? I'd reckon that half of China will be owned by athletes given their 100 total medal tally.

So there you have it, my version of winners and losers. There are many, many more which I did not include due to the constrains of time, but if anyone out there would like to add any, feel free to do so in the comments column.

Dragons Suck Dick

First there are bad movies, then there are lousy movies, and there there are FUCKED UP movies. Hollywood directors and production companies these days couldn't really give a shit about making a good film anymore these days, just as long as the budget is low and the movie meets the target ticket sales, it passes off as a "blockbuster". Gone are the days of breaking the budget and setting a benchmark on the quality of movies that meets with the expectations of the viewers and of course...paymasters worldwide. A fine example would be James Cameroon's Titanic....with the movie costing an extra $100 mil from the estimated budget but ended up becoming the most successful movie ever made in the history of the film industry.

It was last Friday that I went out a date with my new girlfriend(yes read it out aloud folks, new girlfriend) and watching a movie was part of the agenda. I've been the quite movie-goer these past few weeks having safely watched all the summer anticipations that have reached our shores, albeit some arriving late, but I guess it's better than never. Stuck with a choice of either watching Brendan Fraser's Journey to the Center of the Eatth or War of the Dragons directed and cast by some fucking unknown, my girlfriend was quick to make the decision. Smiling and nodding concurringly, I paid the RM 22 and went on for the show.

The introduction and the prologue of the storyline was somewhat ok as the show unravels about dragons living in the heavens and an evil lesser dragon's desire to become one of the immortals despite the heavens going against it. The lesser dragon then wages a war against the humans protecting the sacred power(stored in a human female) that is capable of transforming it into a full dragon. Despite the attempts, the human female was killed in the end and the power was lost forever. Or so we thought...

Flash forward into the present...about 500 years after the war took place and we are confronted with a shitass reporter that stumbles upon a unidentified hardened piece of scale in a crime scene. He then flashes back to a certain incident that happened during his childhood days and remembers about a certain girl named Sarah. He then becomes so fuckingly obsessed in finding this girl that it even started to piss his partner off. When he does actually find the girl and realised that she possess the scared power that has been lost so long ago, he starts to fight an impossible, against all odds mission to protect this girl from harm. No guns, no armour, no brains, just lots and LOTS of balls and luck. And guess what...somehow....he actually MANAGES to defeat the enemy!!! OH MY FUCKING WOWWWWW....I'd like to see you try that without the producers actually dictating how the story goes numb nuts. You'd be fucking dead before you could shout the name "Sarah" for the umpteenth time. God it's just like watching a fucking Tamil movie back in the old days...where the hero rushes in solo with guns blazing against a commander with a legion of well trained soldiers at his back and actually manages to defeat them.

Okok, so the action scenes were a bit unrealistic, which action movie does not have any mouth gaping action cuts these days eh? But hear me out....the thing that REALLY pissed me off is the fact that the show could have ended in a mere 30 minutes when they had to prolong it to a whole hour and a half. At the start of the show when the war between dragon clan and humans was being waged, the female was actually cornered against the mighty beast itself, only to jump off a cliff into the sea before it could consume her. If the moronic serpent had not hesitate and posed it's imposing figure to the girl, it would have absolute power then. But noooooooooooo....it always has to be; I've found you...blarrrghhhh....I'm gonna eat you....roarrrrrr.....you better be afraid of me....muaaahahahahaha....you will eh....tiu nya sing sudah mati. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF?!?!?!?! Flash forward to the future 500 years later and this mother fucker still has not learned it's lesson. There were COUNTLESS TIMES....read my fucking words....COUNTLESS TIMES when the creature could have chomped her for a human fry but once again it had to pause to savour the fearful expressions of the people and dwell in the awe and glamour of the puny humans. The last straw came to bout during the climax of the show, when the female was actually captured, tied up, and PRESENTED on a altar to the dragon but it still refused to consume her then. Staring, flashing it's scales, roaring, masturbating, doing EVERYTHING else but eating her, the creature then fucked up another chance of taking the power when it was served to him on a silver plater. It was at that moment when I realised that the director was just wasting everyone's time with his efforts to prolong the movie into something of a reasonable viewing duration.

The directing was as poor as it could get. The lines were cheesy, the plot non existent, and there was a complete lack of a climax nor a epilogue whatsoever. If there ever was a climax, it started with a new war in modern times with the dragon clan against the military forces. But was there ever a climax that lasted for 45 minutes? Hell I've known orgasms to last for 30 minutes in pigs but for 45 minutes?!?!?! What the fuck was the director thinking? Hell he definitely wasn't thinking during the entire shoot as he would realise that prolonging the climax would only bore the audience in the end. And that was what exactly happened. The critics were even less sparring, blasting his movie in every direction and calling it immature and poorly made. And even to the untrained eye, I could see through all this. How the director could actually think that this movie was a good one, I will never know. Perhaps....he needs the Dragon's eternal wisdom to council him such on matters.

Who Says YOU Got It All?

One of the signs that shows you are wayyyy too bored is when you start blogging more frequently than you should. As the holidays enters the second month, I can slowly feel my mind slipping from the consciousness of reality, whiling the days away. Night becomes day, and day becomes night and the struggle to stay awake in the day time during weekend jobs becomes a chore. Is this what I get for all those late nights during campus days? Well I wouldn't be complaining that much if there was something that I could do to fill my time. But still, holidays is always so much better than stressful work, and while I'm still studying, I'd my as well enjoy the last 6 months of it before entering the cruel world of work and corporate scaling.

Today....was a funky day seeing on how I actually watched to 2 shows in the cinema back to back with some old buddies of mine. Acting like as if money grew on trees, I braved the lame jokes of Superhero Movie and laughed my ass crack open by watching a snail humping a kid that has pheromones sprayed all over him. And after that, it was tomb raiding and whip cracking as Indiana Jones took over the screens. And yes, there is one crazy fetish I like doing and that is watching cinema ads. The beer advertisements, the sneak peaks for upcoming movies, and the occasional hot model spokeswoman speaking memorized lines in the most mesmerizing way.

Then there were the Celcom advertisements. There were so many of them you couldn't help but feel like as if they were trying too hard to compete with the likes of Maxis or Digi. There's the add that shows you the class of the show; whether it was rated U or 18-SG, etc, but the one that really caught my eye was the ad that asked and challenged on who's got the best services to offer among the network companies. They then went on to claim themselves that they have the widest coverage, services, rates and other bullshit that consumers wont usually use. Now that got me thinking...WHO the fuck says YOU got the best services to offer?

Now hear me out on this one. Coverage....tell me one thing. Most mobile phone users are living in urban or suburban areas that has either transmitter towers jutting out everywhere or in flat plane lands where it's easy to receive microwave signals. And unless you are going to the middle of nowhere, which most Malaysians don't, you wouldn't be needing that "extra" coverage now would you? It's not like you are in a war or something. And when people actually do go to the middle of nowhere for holidays and relaxation, they would want to keep their handphones as far away from them as possible. So point taken....you have extra coverage...but who gives a fuck?? As long as my service bar is full anywhere I go in the city, everyone would presume that all the telco companies are equally as strong, and unless there is a sudden holocaust to force everyone into the jungle, Celcom's marketing department can lick my small hairy balls.

Ok second thing, rates. Celcom claims that it gives the best rates in the business for both it's postpaid and prepaid services. Hmmm....now let me see here....a little checking....oh what the fucking hell?!?!?! YOUR WEBSITE IS DOWN?!?!?! What kind of bullshit is that? You claim you have the best, of the best, of the best shit and I cant even access the most basic of your interactive services? Even the shitass of the fat yellow man Digi keeps their web portal updated and serviced all the time. So much for having the best services in town. And judging from the rates that my friends tell me, apparently Celcom is more expensive than other plans like Maxis. Hell even the shitass of the yellow fat man coughs out better deals than this purple retarded pimp. And for prepaid rates, unless you can come up with something better than a RM2.00 talk-all-you-want-for-the-whole-night deal, don't even bother to swindle the public with cheap shit ads that feature punkass wannabe models and lame copycat tunes Timberland mumbled out in his sleep with Keri Hilson.

So really....another thing that really adds salt to the wound is....after all those advertising and promoting and event organizing and road shows nationwide....why is Celcom still number 2 to Maxis. Awww now now now, don't feel bad about it...just so you know, the public isn't that dumb nor gullible anymore these days. Entering an age where marketing is no longer the main selling point of a product or service, it's either your product stands out in quality and integrity or perish in bankruptcy. And for Celcom, all I can say is....the power is in their ass.

Love Stonned

Seconds turn to minutes, minutes turn to hours, hours turn to days, days turn to weeks, weeks turn to months. That is how long I have not touched this website other than the drop-bys once in a while to check on my site hits. Was really a terrible semester as there were assignments, thesis and finals to study the life out of myself. And despite all of that...I am STILL not going to graduate with my friends and coursemates. Nonetheless, once it was all over I decided to give myself a little treat...ok well LITTLE is hardly the word since the so called treat cost me over 3 thousand dollars but still, a new computer with a 22 inch LCD is always worth it. And what a better time to do all those things that I couldn't do with my old pc than now? Minor setbacks with the transition from Windows XP to Vista, but other than that...everything seems to be good at the moment.

I was transferring some pictures from my old computer to the new one when I stumbled upon a folder which contained some pictures I took during a roadshow some time ago. Open-sesame and WHAM...a whole feeling of nostalgia flushed upon me. I was working solo at that time and did not know anyone else safe for my boss when I noticed something from the corner of my eye. A closer inspection and that's when I saw it. The sight of pure, raw, and untainted beauty.

Have you ever met anyone that was so beautiful that it just left you speechless and glued to the floor and awe and amazement? Have you ever met anyone so beautiful that even the slightest eye contact between the 2 of you would melt your heart and set butterflies in your stomach so many...it could take you to the moon? Have you ever been so taken by someone's beauty that you even wish her voice was corporeal or tangible so that you may capture it in a glass jar and admire it day by day? To be honest, I never did...until now.

There she was...a real relaxant to the eyes...like a gift sent from the heavens to keep me off my boredom. Her skin was glowing in a radiance so perfect even Cleopatra would be jealous. Not that I've seen Cleopatra's skin before, but if it was that good....it would give her a run for her money. Her hair...so smooth and silky like the leaves of a palm tree in the beach, waving along in the direction of the wind wherever it goes; so calm and natural. Her eyes glowed with a sparkle and emitted that kind of charm and flirt that eye to eye contact would put you in a dream state for as long as she held it with you. Her voice is like the sound of angels singing, the kind only the powers of the "higher entities" would grant to the special few of this world. Her silhouette represented one of a high class model, with no imperfections nor unwanted bulges from the sides. Her hips would drive any sane, straight man up the wall with lust and desire and her tits were just the right proportion for her body; not too flat to be called an Airport, nor too big to be called fake. Her legs were the epitome of her sexy body; long, slender and not even a trace of fat or cellulite. And the best part of all....her personality was the winning vote in the decider. You would be expecting someone of that looks to be arrogant, haughty and the "plastic" type you see in the movies but no. Cheerful, bubbly, funny, charming...she'd win the heart of any man regardless married or single. While the very thing that makes her very dangerous, it also makes her very approachable and friendly, and that was what I was so love struck upon.

Justin Timberlake has a song with the similar title, and it is not a coincidence that I'm writing this post. Since there seemed to be nothing much to write about these days, I thought about writing about something nice for a change rather than the usual rantings and critics. Justin Timberlake sangs the words, "She's got me love stonned, and I think that she knows". Does she knows that I was so taken by her beauty...hell yea she does. Justin also sang "...she's got me hooked, it just ain't fair". It's not fair to know that I would never be able to get her...nor to reach out to her in the way that I want to, and to know that she will never be going home with me...period. My love stonned crush remains what it is and what it will always be...a dream.

(B)utoh (N)egara or (D)irect (A)nal (P)enetration....you decide

I was driving the other day getting out of my housing estate onto the highway when i noticed an unusual jam outside my housing area. Cursing the retardedness of Malaysian drivers for yet the umpteenth time for their slow driving, I soon found out that it was the expansion of the Bandar Utama bridge that was responsible for the traffic congestion. As we all know, construction for the expansion has been going on for the past 4 years, causing untold amount of inconvenience to the public as well as the Bandar Utama residents. It is one of the shortest expansions I've ever seen, ranging less than a hundred meters, but takes one of the longest time to complete; even after more than 3 years from it's initial estimated date of completion, digging and construction still take place. And all of a sudden, everyone was working their asses off like there was no tomorrow, closing a part of the bridge just to make way for the upcoming new one. Staring into nothingness I too noticed the countless campaign posters of the National Front when it suddenly struck me. Why was everyone making such a rave to finish the damn bridge when in the past, was a god forsaken project which I thought would be abandoned by the contractor. Why? Because elections is coming.

Yes we have it again. That stupid time when all delegates are relinquished of their posts, the Parliament is dissolved and everyone starts a crazy merry-go-round of "Vote Me, Fuck Him" schedules and processes again. The campaign is getting wilder and wilder by the day, with every party using every single tactic in the guidebook regardless of it being legal or dirty in order to sway the votes of the people to their side. With the day of polling drawing nearer, the current government wants to ensure that everything is in tip top condition to have a vote of confidence from the people. And hence, the speeding up of the bridge.

But alas Barisan Nasional, it doesn't work this way anymore. Fuck the people once, shame on us. Fuck the people twice, FUCK YOU!!! There were so many screw ups and letdowns in the country over the past 4 years that the people have seen enough or had enough to withstand any more rubbish churning out from you. At least people that truly and really care for the country. It doesn't mean that once the elections are drawing near do you start to rush everything and expect the people to be happy then because they have been unhappy for the past 3 1/2 years and they wont be pleased even after you have fulfilled their wishes. It's just like eating in a restaurant; if the food that you ordered arrives only after 2 hours, will you still be bothered to eat it eventhough it is one of the best foods in the world? No right? Who would, after being put through the agony of hunger for that long. Government projects and "proposals" remain just what they are...proposals and nothing ever takes place. I'd say if your motto is "working silently for the people", you really ARE silent because in reality, you ain't doing shit in the first place.

Then there's the campaigning tactics. Newspapers these days are a real bore thanks to you people. From page 1 all the fucking way until the world news are filled with nothing but bullshit and one sided propaganda about how good you are and how shitty the opposition is. Telling the people not to believe in the lies and deceits of the opposition and that doing certain things in the country's budget will bankrupt the country is like telling your kids not to rape their children after you've raped them yourself; pure hypocrisy. Oh of the magical powers and talent that you have to suddenly calculate everything into place and predict a downfall of the country if this rule is implemented is a joke to even the cavemen or the Neanderthals. How do we know that what you are saying right now are actually truths and are not lies themselves? How do we know that whatever proposals and so called "promises" that you make are not empty ones, just like those accusations that you throw at the opposition? Hell there's one thing I know that you can very well promise; waste the taxpayers money by flooding the streets and media airways with your party's posters and messages while you pocket the change from the over excessive campaigning budget for the Mercedes Benz that you've always dreamed of. Bra-fucking-vo.

All in all it's always down to the senses of the people. How long more are the people going to cling on to that already diminished hope that the current government is going to champion their blights and problems? How long more until they realise that policies these days are only meant for the beneficiary of a few but never for the majority. How long more can the people stand the waste of funds and precious resources being channeled into the pockets of corrupt politicians and government officials before they recognize that the land where their blood was shed is stonned fucked. How long more will they continue to believe in the repetitive rhetoric and verbose garbage from leading politicians until they come to the conclusion that the men to serve are like wolves in sheep clothing. Like they say man....none can be so blind than those that refuse to see. And how long more until they see.....god knows.