Love Stonned

Seconds turn to minutes, minutes turn to hours, hours turn to days, days turn to weeks, weeks turn to months. That is how long I have not touched this website other than the drop-bys once in a while to check on my site hits. Was really a terrible semester as there were assignments, thesis and finals to study the life out of myself. And despite all of that...I am STILL not going to graduate with my friends and coursemates. Nonetheless, once it was all over I decided to give myself a little treat...ok well LITTLE is hardly the word since the so called treat cost me over 3 thousand dollars but still, a new computer with a 22 inch LCD is always worth it. And what a better time to do all those things that I couldn't do with my old pc than now? Minor setbacks with the transition from Windows XP to Vista, but other than that...everything seems to be good at the moment.

I was transferring some pictures from my old computer to the new one when I stumbled upon a folder which contained some pictures I took during a roadshow some time ago. Open-sesame and WHAM...a whole feeling of nostalgia flushed upon me. I was working solo at that time and did not know anyone else safe for my boss when I noticed something from the corner of my eye. A closer inspection and that's when I saw it. The sight of pure, raw, and untainted beauty.

Have you ever met anyone that was so beautiful that it just left you speechless and glued to the floor and awe and amazement? Have you ever met anyone so beautiful that even the slightest eye contact between the 2 of you would melt your heart and set butterflies in your stomach so many...it could take you to the moon? Have you ever been so taken by someone's beauty that you even wish her voice was corporeal or tangible so that you may capture it in a glass jar and admire it day by day? To be honest, I never did...until now.

There she was...a real relaxant to the eyes...like a gift sent from the heavens to keep me off my boredom. Her skin was glowing in a radiance so perfect even Cleopatra would be jealous. Not that I've seen Cleopatra's skin before, but if it was that good....it would give her a run for her money. Her hair...so smooth and silky like the leaves of a palm tree in the beach, waving along in the direction of the wind wherever it goes; so calm and natural. Her eyes glowed with a sparkle and emitted that kind of charm and flirt that eye to eye contact would put you in a dream state for as long as she held it with you. Her voice is like the sound of angels singing, the kind only the powers of the "higher entities" would grant to the special few of this world. Her silhouette represented one of a high class model, with no imperfections nor unwanted bulges from the sides. Her hips would drive any sane, straight man up the wall with lust and desire and her tits were just the right proportion for her body; not too flat to be called an Airport, nor too big to be called fake. Her legs were the epitome of her sexy body; long, slender and not even a trace of fat or cellulite. And the best part of all....her personality was the winning vote in the decider. You would be expecting someone of that looks to be arrogant, haughty and the "plastic" type you see in the movies but no. Cheerful, bubbly, funny, charming...she'd win the heart of any man regardless married or single. While the very thing that makes her very dangerous, it also makes her very approachable and friendly, and that was what I was so love struck upon.

Justin Timberlake has a song with the similar title, and it is not a coincidence that I'm writing this post. Since there seemed to be nothing much to write about these days, I thought about writing about something nice for a change rather than the usual rantings and critics. Justin Timberlake sangs the words, "She's got me love stonned, and I think that she knows". Does she knows that I was so taken by her beauty...hell yea she does. Justin also sang "...she's got me hooked, it just ain't fair". It's not fair to know that I would never be able to get her...nor to reach out to her in the way that I want to, and to know that she will never be going home with me...period. My love stonned crush remains what it is and what it will always be...a dream.