Love, Life, Sex and Music

I was browsing through friendster the other day nosing around people's account and digging into their account out of nothing else better to do when i stumbled upon an interesting blog. My friend, Rene took a quiz for singles and they will analyse on why you remain that way and personal methods on how to correct it. Out of sheer boredom and curiosity, i took the test. The results were as followed:

Bryan, you're single because you don't want to get hurt

Ever heard the expression, "Once bitten, twice shy?" You can probably relate to this, can't you? Your last relationship may have left you a little raw in emotions, and the memories are likely still fresh in your mind. Fresher than you can sometimes believe. With a hurt like that, you're probably not so eager to enter the drama again — and we can't say that we blame you. You may be so afraid of getting hurt that you take things to heart big-time when you're involved with someone — after all, you've been hurt before, why can't it happen again? You also may be guilty of comparing potential mates to your ex who may still constantly loom large in your mind.

But maybe, just maybe, it's time to check your baggage at the door and let a new person into your life with a clean slate. You have a lot to offer someone, but you can't do it when you have one foot firmly planted in the past.

Wow.....i'm single because i do not want to get hurt. Brain churning, senses tingling, minding set thinking again. Looking back on my life for the past year, the results weren't very far from the truth. There are times when i feel hurt that i got dumped instead of the other way around. The egoistic side of me still demands an explaination on what i've done to deserve such a cruel fate. And although i've let go of most of the memories of the past, some of the treachery still remains in my soul. Interests i've kept a watchful eye on and flags and signals have been given out. But i can bloody dare say that the daring side of me has faded out. The charm, the smooth talks and the creative side of me have been replaced with a sense of insecurity, inconfidence and worst of all...shyness. There are times when i just want to say so many things....but just do not have the balls to do so.

Maybe....just maybe they are right. Maybe, just maybe i should stop trying to do the splits in life and take the other foot off from the past and move on. Maybe, just maybe that i should stop thinking that everyone out there in this world is trying to "get" me and in turn, stop being such a prejudice, assholica bigot. After all, this isn't the Bryan that everyone knew in the past. With the wheel off the mud and the vehicle moving again, maybe....just maybe i can find love again.